
Vattepu Joy Merline
Testimony
“I was tired of life. I saw myself as a failure — condemned, unworthy, unloved, and alone. But when I joined Bethesda Hope Church, I was reminded of my identity again.”
Praise the Lord! Here is my testimony.
When I prayed about moving to Georgia, I made a commitment to serve Christ. But after coming here, I became distracted by worldly freedom and slowly forgot God's purpose for my life. I became distant from God and lost sight of my true identity — who I am in Christ.
I still remember the day I came to Bethesda Hope Church. I was tired of life. I saw myself as a failure. I felt condemned, unworthy, unloved, and alone.
But when I joined Bethesda Hope Church, I was reminded of my identity again. Through the sermons, the community, and the work of the Holy Spirit, I began to recover, heal, and experience true transformation.
The way I saw God completely changed. Before, I saw God from a distance and approached Him with fear. But through the sermons, I was reminded that God's love is enough — more than enough — for me. This changed the way I saw myself and helped me understand how deeply valuable I am to Christ. This truth strongly established my identity in Him.
One message that deeply impacted me was “God needs me for His work.” This completely shifted my perspective. I thought, God has everything, yet He still chooses me and wants to work through me. There, I began to understand more deeply the greatness of His love for me and the value He has placed on my life.
I have weaknesses. I stammer, I have a low voice, and I struggle with stage fear. But my pastor and pastor's wife allowed me room to make mistakes and always reminded me, “It's okay.” Through them, I saw a reflection of God's heart. I began to understand that God also gives me room to grow. Their example helped me experience His love in a deeper way. My love for Jesus increased, and I began to understand what transformation without condemnation truly looks like. As I learned this and began encouraging others in the same way, I also started seeing transformation in their lives.
Now I remember my identity, and I truly desire to live for the purpose God has given me. At Bethesda Hope Church, I also learned how to see people through the lens of Jesus. This has helped me see community through the love of Christ. One of the fruits I now see in my life is the ability to show love even when I know someone may hurt me. I have also learned that it is okay to trust people again.
I am learning to serve with a humble heart, to build others up, and to help others grow. The church has also helped me discover capabilities within myself that I never knew I had.
The church helped me see the heart of Jesus more closely by removing the layers I had built around myself. Now, I want to share His heart with others and desire what He desires for my life. I want to surrender myself completely to God's work. I can see what He is changing in me, and I know there is still so much more He wants to do in and through my life.
I want to continue growing into the maturity of Christ and become an example to others — a strong and faithful leader who can stand firm, serve humbly, build others up, and lead many people closer to Jesus.


